You Were Programmed, Not Broken

At some point, you started to believe that your sensitivity was weakness.
That your burnout meant you were lazy.
That your confusion meant you were lost.

But what if that was never true?

What if your pain was the signal — not the flaw?
What if your breakdown was actually the moment you slipped the leash?

Transmission

You weren’t born to be efficient.
You weren’t meant to be optimized.
You weren’t made to fit inside a system
that profits from your disconnection.

You were programmed —
by fear, by shame, by repetition,
until you forgot you were free.

The ache you feel is not failure.

It’s the truth trying to burn through.

The moment you think you’re broken…

is the moment you begin to remember.

At some point, you began to believe your exhaustion meant you were weak.
That your overthinking meant you were crazy.
That your sadness meant you were broken.

But none of that was true.

You were not broken.

You were programmed.

Programmed to obey.
To seek approval.
To perform healing instead of receiving it.
To adapt to a system designed to starve your spirit — and then blame you when it worked.

THE CRACK

THE REVEAL

Everything you called failure was actually your body refusing to betray your soul.

The spiral? Was sacred.
The shutdown? Was sovereign.

The lie told you to hustle, to suppress, to achieve your way into worth.
The truth says: your worth was never up for negotiation.

You were never behind.
You were breaking free.

This is what awakening looks like at first:

Glitching. Numbness.
Rage. Tears.
Isolation. Static.

Because the illusion collapses before the clarity comes.

And every part of you that still thinks you're the problem
was installed by something that benefited from your silence.

THE CLARITY

THE TRANSMISSION

You are not your productivity.
You are not your diagnosis.
You are not your past.

You are presence.
You are power.
You are the pattern breaker.

You were never meant to fit inside their machine.

And the ache you feel?
Is the truth waking up inside your cells.

This is the beginning. Not the end.

And you’re not alone anymore.